Although Taiwan is totally safe to work in the studio I choose to work from home. I don’t like the feeling of being trapped in a place for a whole day... and it feels more creative thus less social tension. It was such a weird time for me to work in the studio since I was not in a good mental situation. I had anxiety attack all the time, and more care my coworker gives me makes me feel even worse. Sometimes “caring” can be pressuring too. Not that I’m not grateful, but caring gives me so much guilt in a work place. ‘I’m suppose to be productive. I’m suppose to be helpful. I’m being paid.’ I couldn’t handle the guiltiness anymore so I asked to work from home, and my boss said yes.
I’m still having anxiety problem from time to time but happier working without worrying about other things besides work itself. We all works in different ways, and have different strengths. I’m so grateful to work with this team.
All problem comes from human relationships. -Alfred Adler
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